Today I Made A Decision

Today, I made a decision that I had been contemplating; which totally interrupted a "groundhog moment" that I was having. 

See, in the past, I would think about taking a belly dancing, pole dancing or stepping class. But, I would repeat the cycle of talking myself out of it. 

I understand I may not become proficient in the dance in 5-6 weeks. That was not my goal. My goal was to connect with my body in ways that can be sensual but not sexual. I wanted to connect in ways that relied on me fully utilizing my senses. 

Today, I listened to beautiful music...oh my! I watched my teacher and I in the mirror that she had placed before me. I touched my body in a way that required me to slow down. 

We did a gratitude session to give thanks to our bodies and tears came to my eyes. At first, I found myself rushing through the movements. 

How many times had I done that? Not being present with my experience or myself? 

When the teacher spoke about how our bodies take us everywhere and through everything, I understood on a deeper level the need to honor it, worship it, and do right by it. 

This experience was so pleasurable and fulfilling! Honoring this PUSSY of mine was Medicine. 

All of our lives can be this way when we fully engage the desires of our hearts!

In the comments below, tell me about a time that you experienced something new that lit up all your senses and broke through all your mental barriers.